ComE BaCk YeSterDaY

I watch as another day ends and the sun sets all over again. I never really figured out why light had to dissolve into darkness. Sure there’s always the next day to look forward to but what does the next day have that this day couldn’t. Why can’t we just live an eternal happy-go-lucky day? It would make the whole cycle of life a little more digestible. A little more believable.

I’m not quite sure what I’m searching for; and for that fact, why I’m searching at all. The urge to just stand in the midst of helter-skelter and scream is at times so strong, so uncontrollable. I want everything to stop and just take a second to notice what’s happened. Wasn’t yesterday different? Wasn’t yesterday better? Then why the hell were we waiting for today when everything was perfect just the way it was?

History repeats itself. I wish it would soon. I live everyday in the hope of yesterday becoming today and hopefully everyday after. Unfortunately, I’ve also learnt to give up to submission and let fate takes its course. It’s not stopping for me so why am I waiting for it to embrace me?

Smile! It’s another bloody day which isn’t mine; which isn’t yesterday.

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road

Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go

So make the best of this test, and don't ask why

It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

- Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life), Green Day